Endings offend me.
Mint grew in the soil-filled rain gutters.
We bit from the same leaf.
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During my thankless devotion
to the idea of you
I imagine the first red.
—
Take the process of drying:
need misstep, as in cellar, must, root-gnarl,
and hours and hours.
What day does the tree complete its yellowing?
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A father tells his daughter to wear snowboots
and she survives a holocaust.
This is not my invention.
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I watched my parents
resuscitate a man.
But I have not learned.
I want an alder-wood house
planked to a snowed mountain ridge.
I want sustenance of skins,
eureka— the way another orbit
is always beginning.
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And the congregants intone
for the sin of forgetting the forests…
It might be easier to believe
than to believe in another person.
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You exhaust me.
Give me something I can hold— scarab,
glass eye, an intricate knot.
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I think of thin sounds,
flies skimming the rice-waters.
Up to the knees, sore-backed, prune-fingered,
the harvest goes on.
Say one clear thing to me.